Halfway to InfinityA veil of hatred clouds his eyes, And he sees the world as a bitter dream.He sees truth in the blackest of lies, That all things good are not what they seem.And the world which he'd thought he could loveTurned into a reality and disbelief thereof.The days sped by in a dreamless haze, Distorting the slow wheel of raw illusion,Revealing unto the blurred clarity of his gaze, The horror that ensnares bliss in delusion.And his nights turn into sins that reapAs bedeviled angels sing him to sleep.A clock ticks sweetly for this kingdom undead, Where nothing becomes the sole absolute,Its gears of poisoned fire dan
A Brittle SoulUpon the hilltop the fallen glass treeIts branches of shattered hopes and dreamsThe remnants of past, before once wasThe nest of coupled diamond dovesAn onyx sky and crystal starsA silver moon and ruby marsThe earth only a vantage surrealThe ground structured of riveted steelAs sapphire breaks upon the groundThe gem of life has passed its round
TimeIt scares me that time flies away so fastAll the chances I lost frighten meI close my eyes, I take a breathSo many years, so many tearsIt all feels like yesterdayI was holding your handWe were laughing, kissing, embracing each other,now you are gone Yet..The future brings hope to my heartMaybe I will smile againI will hold a handI will look back and,the past won't hurt me so much
NightmaresOh There you are.I didn't see you through all this smoke at firstIs it smoke or just dust?I can't really tell.It's so dry here.And loudI didn't notice that until nowThere's shoutingAnd sharp, piercing cracksYour back's pressed against a wallThe building it belongs to is gutted and emptyThere are pockmarks in that wallThey spiral crazily just above your headIs that a rifle?You check the magazine,Ram it home againGuess it must beI never really thought those hands would ever hold a gunIt's kind of jarring to see.Look around the wall at the same timeThere are more people with gunsThey want to hurt
Which Made Me HappyI found God today,standing on the street cornerwaiting for the lights to changeI found God today,in line at that grocery storetapping a finger on the cartAnd God looked at me,smiled and just looked at me,then God walked away, smiled and just walked awayI found God today,working in the fieldshands filthy and nails brokenI found God today,playing with building blockslaying on a child's blanketAnd God looked at me,smiled and just looked at me,then God went back to working,smiled and just went back back to workingOoh, I found God today,and God smiled at me,smiled and just walked away.
To find my soul My soul was lost As your soul was found. You gained the whole world While I lost mine.Within Your stable mind you grew. As I fell victim to these lies. Your silent steps were blessed, Well I stumbled along my way. You were so full of hope, I was so hopeless and cold. You reached out your hand, To gently crest my heart.
Screams of SilenceMidnight dawns right on timeCity lights illuminatingA man in black straddles on the curbPatiently waitingAn artist starves while ponderingOver the pianoAs the rain drips down from the heavens aboveI stand aloneThe guitar is put awayGiving the strings time to restShe takes his hand an puts it onHer bare chestThe child tosses a fist full of glitterNot wanting the fun to endBut knowing mommy's comingShe climbs into bedShe wastes hours staring at the phoneYearning for it to ringAs the performer takes in one last breathPreparing to singHe slams the pen down in frustrationThen beings pacingThey let down t
....No one....I am stuck in the endless void of darkness,I am shaking to the very core. I don't even know who I am anymore. I take this blade and set to it to my throat,It feels so good just like taking a deadly drug or coke. I feel released no longer feeling the burden of today.There is no one that will save me,There is nothing that will come in my way. No more depression or suicidal hate,Death has come to me finally,Finally I have met my fate...
RenaissanceThe blackening SunAwaits the white wakening Of the loyal Moon.
Dreambound FantasyMy heart arose with the wavesIt's now become my dreamLong with me, come to my mindBecome the crystal of the stargazing eyeI looked at the rainbow skiesI lived along in a spellSeen to be seen, it served me wellBeing in a dreambound for lifeBetween in the moonlight is where a child have playedAn angel with a teary faceThe spell died after I have went awayDreamer's world, my heart belongs to youI've seen where I now want to beLiving forever in my sleepTake me away from the sad deepBring devotion from the blueBetween in the moonlight is where a child have playedAn angel with a teary faceThe spell died after I h
OceanheartEvery dying mortalLonging to be seen from allEvery cherished worldOnly wish to conceal the fallAn angel's soul of loveFlew freely so far awayA crystal night watching over meA yearning tear, once upon a taleAll the souls of starsTurning to stoneA dying heart full of loveFlown away so long agoA winter's love that's to die forWith a frozen sea for the Oceanheart
beekeeperthis transgression carries too much weightto be dissolved in teaor perhaps on a tongue or the backof a thigh.salvation(which you artfully tucked somewherebetween your labia)tastes of wheat andsalt.but you, even in your moststartlingly rare moments,could not keep me out of you,now could you?my fingers drip with your honey.
Her.exeI attempt to shut down as night arrives Choosing for a power conservative hibernation.As I wait patiently for my screen to go black One program remains ever open.Her.exe refuses to close for the evening Stalling the process of the most desired rest.Lingering notifications of its existence frequently pester A solution to this problem no IT person could find.Night after night I attempt a data erase Seeking to clear the Her.exe existence from my hard drive.Yet like a virus she returns to the forefront Never allowing for a single moment of downtime.
ContrastThere is no place i cannot goi am my own worldbetween the shadowswhere the damned even fear to treadand in the reflectionswhere the beautiful disguise their voiceI'm shifting under sheets of plain ambiguitybut in reality, they are folds that encase all the galaxiesalong trails with no reversein lost and hollow bandswrapped around perfected animationsoaring out in mysteryi walk through the contrast with no carei am the lunar rainbowproduct of the moons raritywhere the oppositions mixwhere all wars are cast asidefor mere moments of complex thoughtinside the rain i wanderon through my timeand still into th
Soulmate.I make patterns in the frost on my window panes, and somehow, it always forms your name.I tell you this is meaningless, then lie awakerestless,and when you leave, curl into myself on the bedspread and stare at the white walls.Those white, white walls, so smoothso pure,so clean and fresh.So unlike me.
Books Break BordersI met this girl on a manga forum,She's honestly pretty cool.I could not lay claim to her bishie,That was her only rule.She tells me she's from China,I say I'm in the UK;I would tell her I'm AmericanBut nobody likes us these days.We talk almost every day,It's smiley galore.We like almost all the same mangas,We're best friends to the core.I told her I needed pants. "I thought they called them trousers?"Oh crap that was so careless, Do more research with my browser.She's starting to think something's fishy, She's seeing through my lies.I should not have made that commentSaying I want Mrs. Obama's thighs.I
Just a Pinch of SugarYou are not prince charming.Your teeth are not white like my favorite soap. They instead contain a hint of yellow from your addiction to black coffee, you joke that you drink it black because you're manly; I drink it black because it makes me feel closer to you.Your lips are not perfect and smooth, I know because you use them to lightly kiss the tips of my fingers when they are weary from overuse slightly chapped, you hate the feel of lip gloss. That is why I wear none.Your eyes are not striking with amazing shades of green or blue, but your eyes do take my breath away all the same. This indescribable feeling when my eyes meet w
HoneyYou are my sugar tongued goddess. My angel faced queen of deceit. Your fingers twist lies like cat's cradle, Weaving in and out so skillfully.Safely curled in your dark womb,Your words so sweet I eat them whole And don't stop to wonderWhy my stomach aches afterwards.
For a Moment ThereI ama fear of love,fear of rejection.I ama flawed face,scratched at by tortured nails.I ama water stained mirror,that sad souls wish to break.I amstretched white skin,that tired fingers pull at in dismay.Once full of life but abandoned,greedy hands cracked open my fragile shell.My heart a hollow space forcefully licked clean.Leaving mea fetal form, knees to chin,wrapped in a patched up blanket of bitterness and insecurities.When will I be reborn?
'greedy hands cracked open my fragile shell'
and
'a fetal form, knees to chin,
wrapped in a patched up blanket
of bitterness and insecurities.'
The emotion of this poem hit me when I read those lines.
'a fetal form, knees to chin,
wrapped in a patched up blanket
of bitterness and insecurities.'
is my favourite.